Freedom of speech.
Freedom of speech does not constitute recklessly speaking. Voicing opinions is not the same as adjudicated remarks. The lines were never blurred, it was just ignored by those who think that the manifestation of ideas and feelings from their own should not be held liable. On account that feelings and beliefs are involved.
The heart is, and always is, in a turbulance state. Waves of contradicting feelings slam from all corner, creating a state of confusion and depressed. True, what you feels cannot be control nor yeild. It arrives as easy as it please. It burns whenever it want. However to be able to see through it, is the best sign that a maturing state is nearing. That the ability to still hold hand and eat an ice cream laughing afterward is key. To agree to disagree. To note the significance of any words uttered. To believe that in the end, it matter to not matter.
Thus, patience and staunch being is key toward this. There are no short cuts, there are no cheat codes and there are no extra lives. It is not easy, but I know you can do it.
I appreciate your continuing existance in my life.