Skip to content

I’m still here.I’m not a toy.I’ll stay happy.

September 24, 2008

Didn’t post much due to a very busy and sleepless weeks. I’m not feeling on top of the world either. Maybe happiness didn’t come in numbers but the quality of it. Been actively chatting on YM the past 30 days or so. Old friends are the one you’d want to keep, no matter how different they became now. They’d know what to do with you in a snap of a finger. New friends? sure.but be careful, maybe all they want is a splash of fun before moving on to a bigger picture. All in all, I’m still here. I don’t really know how much longer i can stand the waves before budging my strong judgements and views. But do note that, I wouldn’t go without a fight. One way or the other. One way or the other.

Human are no toys. You could play them for a while, and have them withstand it with the notion that you are just trying his sincerity.But then, there will come a day when they wouldn’t budge an inch.Not an inch. Now, you realize that you shouldn’t do what you did. But the milk has spilt? What can you do. The way I see it, it  already been done.Not much could you do, to undo it. So, the next best thing is to wipe the spilt milk dry. Try to make things easier. Or makes thing better. add in some more milk in the jar.

By the way, I’m older.And maybe, just maybe, I’m getting better. Problems are meant to be solved. Not hidden under the nooks of your mom’s cupboard. I’m facing it. Maybe not immediately. But facing it,nonetheless. Treat me as an adult, and I’ll treat you like one too. And I’ll stay happy. Or try to stay so. It will be hard but hard is just a four-letter words.right?


3 Comments leave one →
  1. September 25, 2008 1:30 am

    congrats on turning legal.

    nobody is a toy. nobody can replace the true feelings inside. yes, we regret doing stupid things and we sometimes get too carried away by it. but the interesting part of all, that’s when the honesty inside us comes to place. we think clearer, we grow up and learn from the naked truth.

    we just need to put on the seat belt and get ready for the bumpy road ahead. life is beautiful. cherish it.

  2. September 25, 2008 3:33 am

    i totally agree with you. old friends are those deserved to be kept.

    i totally agree with aizoo. mistaken are meant to be done, so we can learn something, and wont do the same mistake twice. making the same mistakes more than once, somehow shows an immature you. nampak sgt xblaja anything.

    i totally agree with myself (haha) when i think that people should learn to fake happiness. somehow, makes you happy. makes the people around you happy, too.

    life is not permanent. dont take it too seriously. ahha. (ditujukan buat diri sendiri jugak)

    btw, kinda fun witnessing the wrinkles under your eyes appeared when midnight striked :p

  3. afiq syarifuddin permalink*
    September 25, 2008 2:02 pm

    @aizoo–thanx.honesty is so hard to get by,that we had to be in a spot before giving it kn? what are we becoming in the future then?

    @dfarhana–well now everybody knows that we spend our nights together,D.

    btw, its kinda fun watching you grow much2 beautiful-er under the moonlight.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: